19 de setembro de 2022
Essay on love III
Just got myself thinking about this feeling again,
Mostly it is a nostalgic joy coming around eventually and in certain extend attaches to me as allegories.
I remember myself lost in one of these allegories which was an ex-boyfriend’s eyelashes and I can certainly say that I could be there forever just watching them while his eyes were blinking. I feel I was able to see his soul through it, I could read the shared happiness while it existed.
Another strong allegory was a laugh, it belongs to another ex-boyfriend. It is definitely the way I was able to see his heart. It was a delight glancing him with kindness and suddenly see his mouth opening to show what I felt was his best. Unfortunately he stopped smiling and once was a door became a wall.
Now I am stuck in someone’s eyes and hair, they shine as bright as the other allegories. The first are deep and thoughtful but at the same time emanate a strong feeling of peace and sharing, I confess I fear to be drowning in it but I can’t help looking at them. Well, I dare say I almost envy the second one because it is a feature I will never have as beautifully, it is the proof of his confidence and for sure those are the reason I strongly admire and appreciate him.
I cannot tell what these allegories means for sure but I provoke saying they just come up when I am in a corresponded bound and this is because they area things that can only be seen when shown designedly to me. Maybe I have discovered how to identify when love appears. I won’t forget any of them.
It’d be funny to see what part of me is brought shining throughout my chest to others. It could be a smile, a look or even my speech maybe I’ll never know.
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